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can't blame a girl for trying.
hi, i'm Reg Mamaril.

You Can’t Wait Until Life Isn’t Hard Anymore before You Decide to Be Happy — Nightbirde.

I ain’t playin’ no games
Every word that I say
Is coming straight from the heart
So if you tryna lay in these arms

I'ma leave the door open

Langit ay nakangiti, nag-aabang sa sandali
Buong paligid ay nasasabik sa ‘ting halik
Oh kay sarap sa ilalim ng kalawakan
Kapag kapiling kang tumitig sa kawalan
Saksi ang buwan at bituin sa pagmamahalan
Nating dalawa, nating dalawa
Music Hero

I know.. You know.. We know..

Someone to hold me too close.
Someone to hurt me too deep.
Someone to sit in my chair,
And ruin my sleep,
And make me aware,
Of being alive.
Being alive.
Somebody need me too much.
Somebody know me too well.
Somebody pull me up short,
And put me through hell,
And give me support,
For being alive.
Make me alive.
Make me alive.
Make me confused.
Mock me with praise.
Let me be used.
Vary my days.
But alone,
Is alone,
Not alive.
Somebody crowd me with love.
Somebody force me to care.
Somebody let me come through,
I’ll always be there,
As frightened as you,
To help us survive,
Being alive.
Being alive.
Being alive!

circles

Seasons change and our love went cold

Feed the flame ‘cause we can’t let go

Run away, but we’re running in circles

Run away, run away

I dare you to do something

I’m waiting on you again

So I don’t take the blame

Run away, but we’re running in circles

Run away, run away, run away

— Post Malone


Just can’t get enough of this song lately..

Pag nilahad ang damdamin

Sana di magbago ang pagtingin

Aminin ang mga lihim

Sana di magbago ang pagtingin

C + J

well, their story was tough. for years they like each other, loved each other, married each other. then wanted to divorce each other, went back to being best friends like nothing is wrong or a version of hs sweethearts. i love you’s and all. J discovered he is having a baby with another and maybe he need to make that work.  C act out, dated guys even if she’s not prepared to let go.

J misses C, actually they miss each other deeply but no one is saying anything. somehow they are really good in pushing those feelings. i’d say points for that. one night, finally talked but nothing good came out from that because no one is being truthful at the same time. cowards. tears.. a lot of tears. then came the friend’s wedding, where c spills her feelings. a lot of feelings. J was there so he knew. he heard it all. to be honest everyone heard it all even the new gf/baby mama. so you know.. 1,000 pts for bravery.

divorce came. papers were finally signed and they’re now free.

J:  just thinking about how you were right. i don’t know what i’m doing.

C: do you love her? (tears)

J nods

C: then its worth fighting for

C: you deserve to be happy and i want that for you. always.

J: me too.

J: i love you.

J kiss C

J walks away for awhile

C: i love you too

J walks C to her car

J and C remain friends



When were no longer able to change the situation, we challenge to change ourselves.

– Victor Frankl


Sir, ready to be friends now.

Ang galing nito.

Ang galing.

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